A Room for Lovers


How can I stop the flavor evaporating?
How can I remember this smell?
Can I recollect the smell
after the flavor has gone away?


Illegible letters were mingled here and there in the first mail from Yan when we reopened our correspondence. (There had never been such case until then.) It frankly showed that nowadays she was corresponding almost only with the people of same language (besides perhaps young friends of her age). I thought "She has half forgotten me". (This is one of the reasons from which I judged that she "disappeared without saying farewell".)

I downloaded the character set of Chinese simplified from Sicrosoft and fully equipped an environment to read Chinese. I wrote English mails on the environment, and while trying various methods, became aware an interesting matter. Somehow, Japanese character set is contained in Chinese Simplified! Moreover, inputting Japanese is likely able by using kana-kanji conversion. When Yan received a mail enclosing Japanese for the first time, she was deeply moved and gave shout of joy "Can! Can!".

In the morning of December 28th, as I already was in my winter holiday, I turned back to my proper pattern of working towards daylight and getting up at noon, so I was unwillingly waked up by a boring chime. Standing a tall postman helmeted in the doorway, he told me that the matter delivered had registration and required me my seal impression. He looked down at me with a look taking on a pity and mixing somewhat scorn.

Now that a registered matter, it must be a bad news. I recall several pending cases in my mind and came to feel a pain even in the chest, thinking "how annoying, why at the very time getting near the end of the year". Adding the rapid increase of blood pressure, my eyes' focus was not certain yet, then the sealed letter of rather large-size was once put on the desk. A clear sheet wrapped the white square envelop tightly. After passing some time, (when the heart throb calmed down somehow), I picked up the envelop again. At the right-bottom corner of the envelop, regarded as the company name and the mark, letters "Sh.... People's..." was seen in red! (M.N. 3/1/2000)

No.

Date

Title

Text

119

30/12/99

today i had been close by you.
today i went to your city Shanghai but

118

29/12/99

I red it.
I red your greeting card.

117

28/12/99

i received.
i received your airmail this morning.

116

28/12/99

i'll sleep now!
today i uploaded 8 mails of 12/22-12/26

115

26/12/99

Re: can! can!
i'm also so glad to hear that you can read

114

26/12/99

Can u read this Japanese text?
i'm very hungry now.